Unrequited love
Darm!! Could you just love me back already!! , it's been like three years now since I knew you and nothing so far has shown if you even have the slightest idea about my feeling or you even feel anything for me.
I have always known you and I try my very best to do all that you need, just to make you happy and see reasons in my own way why am doing all these, the attention,
the love, the care, the help and assistance, everything, what more would I have to do to tell you about this without a word out of my mouth or without telling you my feelings verbally, it's hard and I know but am not giving up, its been three years for me to give up now. Story: Mute1
I have always known you and I try my very best to do all that you need, just to make you happy and see reasons in my own way why am doing all these, the attention,
the love, the care, the help and assistance, everything, what more would I have to do to tell you about this without a word out of my mouth or without telling you my feelings verbally, it's hard and I know but am not giving up, its been three years for me to give up now. Story: Mute1
(the best thing to do is to try the difficult things you can't do so they say, the thing here is how would I tell him that I love him ”it's crazy, it sounds crazy” he must have probably sister zoned me for all I know, being known as someone who is bold, intelligent, I advise people, am outspoken but I guess there is always a limit to what one can do).
I can recall for months he kept calling and showed care which I wasn’t sure if i should open up to him or wait a little while and watch the way things would turn out, the day we talked for a long time one night and then I felt, he has finally gotten the memo, I slept like a baby that night and am sure you can imagine what my dream would be like, hmmm. Anniversary
well, the next morning he called me, wanting to know how am doing ,and I felt like a princess again ,I couldn’t wait to go to school that morning, to look him in the eyes and talk to him, we don’t stay in the same class though, he stays in "B" and I stay in "A", it’s just opposite each other,
I knew everything about him from head to toe, his family, siblings, friends, just name it but I can swear he knows nothing like that about me if not for where I stay, my class and my name, well I don’t mind, “love covers all” you know right.
I knew everything about him from head to toe, his family, siblings, friends, just name it but I can swear he knows nothing like that about me if not for where I stay, my class and my name, well I don’t mind, “love covers all” you know right.
Of cause, my friends knew about these feelings, Blue has mocked me to stupor, telling me to brace myself and move on since the feeling is one sided but sincerely, I wish I could, I can't stop myself, am not ready to face him and tell him my feeling, if only I can then maybe I may find it easy to let go
,he won't bite me or scold me for that, the least that would happen is for him to say he does not feel the same way or sound positive about it, it's just two things that are involved in this scenario, as I thought about my friends comments and among them Bella seems to be the only understanding person if I would say,
from the way things have been with us so far I could tell she was understanding and I don’t know if it's because she has once been in my shoes, maybe she's just helping as a friend should or she really does understands, wellI she seems to understand everything that goes on around us, Blue is a sweet girl too but she is very raw, plain and realistic in stuff, she hardly paint issues.
,he won't bite me or scold me for that, the least that would happen is for him to say he does not feel the same way or sound positive about it, it's just two things that are involved in this scenario, as I thought about my friends comments and among them Bella seems to be the only understanding person if I would say,
from the way things have been with us so far I could tell she was understanding and I don’t know if it's because she has once been in my shoes, maybe she's just helping as a friend should or she really does understands, wellI she seems to understand everything that goes on around us, Blue is a sweet girl too but she is very raw, plain and realistic in stuff, she hardly paint issues.
After my family, you would get my friends, I have two of them, they are my close friends and they have been with me since my first year in law school, in my first year when I started having a crush on John Morris,
they knew about it all along and they felt it was just a crush and maybe as time goes by it would fade away, but since then till now ,am still here with this feeling ,trying to live well with it as though nothing has happened, but of cause something happened. Nigerian Independence
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© Ariguzo justina c
January 2015
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